Life As Mommy Nana

Salam,

Takde pe.. aku just nak luahkan apa yg tbuku kat ati aku… at least u can comment…

One.. about life… when it comes to dreams and hopes.. we all have a list of what we want and in short time or in long time…. we do have goals in life! Correct.!? so do me…
I want 4/5 digits salary starting from 3thou to 5 thou… I can have more money and maybe add family members to my family.. even you want to have more kids u have to understand that money is everything… and the major issue here is money… doesnt meant that I’m not thankful for what I had now.. But I want more to support and to fulfill my dreams.. Thats all…. This will connect to my work environment now… We work hard or smart no one will aprreciate and what they see is to clear debt… (till debt do them apart)… .. even I want a car.. my own car and also my own house…. till when i dunno… little salary and more spending to do… so how? isk isk… .felt so sad n useless.. I want to go and seek for a new and good job…. Hope that they can give us more.. but from what can I see there’s no light the end of the tunnel… how la aku nak anak ramai camni?

Second little issue… about life jugak but about religion…. korg rs korg dpt deal tak dgn life korg skang nk cope dgn solat.. puasa etc2 dalam rukun Islam? Aku ade issue gak.. erm aku alhamdulillah hidayah Allah masih menyelubungi aku…. tak de nk tggal aaa solat aku takut… aku tak mau sbb aku tak solat anak2 aku cam ape je @ cam setan prangai… aku plg pegang doa tu senjata… so aku tak akan lepas peluang utk bersolat.. tapi… cam satu situasi ni kan.. korg pi jalan2 ok.. then korg jln dgn org yg kurg atau tak solat langsung… so aku nk solat ni… cari mesjid etc ke ape ke.. tp dsebb kan org camtu korg tak pegi solat pun.. dlm kepala otak korg … korg nak solat sgt… dah telintas kat tepi aku masjid or surau… camne tu… tmbah2 org tua tak solat or org yg mmg tak solat.. camne aku nk suke follow org2 camni eks?? issue2… tka susah tp buat susah… Islam kan menyenangkan umat.. aku pelik aa aku mls aa deal ngan org camni… kdg2 tu aku tak nak jalan2 mana2 sbb aku ‘wajib’ tggal solat… geram aa…

okla guys.. tu je aku rase utk luahan rase aku.. segala buah fikiran bule di comment kan spt di bwh… terima ksih…

truth and the only truth… nana ana

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