Life As Mommy Nana

Archive for April, 2006

Assalamualaikum..
Maybe a nice topic… my life is getting better but maybe getting worst… maybe ??
This is bcoz of my career are not in the right path…. I’m truly dissapointed… maybe bcoz of lack of guidance? lack of leadership? lack of communication? lack of everything?
What I’m goin’ through now is very hard and very… (i dunno how to describe it)… yeah maybe its a challenge… maybe its a dugaan from Allah… I admit that… I’m trying my best to fulfill all of ‘others’ demand etc… but I’m just a human being… I’m totally honest and really loyal to my work but thats early stages.. but now it doesn’t seem right… I dunno what to do.. I dun want to burden anybody…
I just do what I can do… If ur talking about hardwork.. i’m not that kind of human… i’m into smart work and dividing wisely with my life, my marriage, kids (later on), my getting bigger family ( my side my husband side)..Well those who are not married dont see this matter… but when you are married you must and really into family and the first priority for me now and forever is FAMILY…. others will have to go second third or etc…. I dunno if you guys out there are capable of dividing your life in manageable ways? I’m not really pro yet to divide my time… but I’m learning it now… I think it improve my life better… not all in our life need MONEY..! We need love and care too……
What do you think if I tell you this below story…?
I’m going back home late this 2/3 weeks back.. When I got home I cried for my work doesnt seem correct in query matters… My husband comfort me and he said that.. " I have cooked dinner and iron your blouse for tomorrow" … Until now and today I’m jotting down this blog, I felt so sad and happy for Allah bless me with my Husband >> Nadzim Khir Nadzmi… for these S**T weeks I’m so so tired and someone at home waiting for me.. eat dinner and sat at the Hall to watch TV together… This thing you can’t get anywhere.. office? certainly not! I told this to remind you that don’t leave behind your family… It’s your first priority.. esp married couples…!! Yet, I encourage especially married woman or girls to make sure your work and your life are in balance condition… You will decide wether you want to make more money (work not considering time) or you want to have more life (balance your life n work)… For that case Saturday and Sunday , I promise myself to be at home and cook for my husband and also watch TV/DVD together …. be at my parent house or my parent in law house.. cooking and having lunch , dinner together… for what I have learnt many families in Malaysia have practice that Saturday is free day and Sunday is family day… take ur famili to picnic… to camping and etc… well u think bout that… I’m just giving my own way opinion… not to blame or not to teach anyone.. just to remind myself and my friends…
Thats all… any comments do jot down…!
Love you Abang… Sooooo MUCH!!
"enjoy your life…"